Nov 7th New Moon ~ Going thru Hell? Keep Going!
The Lunar Lowdown – a few notes
While not a transcript of our current video by any means,
I’ve included the notes below if you’d prefer to read or for referencing the information later!
For 2018, I’m leaving the notes even more “raw”, to offer more insight into how these images come to me.
What you read below is a lightly edited version of the exact visioning! Enjoy!!
I’d love to hear what you think of this shift in the notes!
Actual Time of Celestial Event: Wednesday November 7th, 2018 @ 9:00 am MST
Sun’s position: 21 degrees Libra (The Scales
Moon’s position: 21 degrees Libra (The Scales)
I see myself in my place of consciousness, kneeling in prayer and I see how strongly I wish that people would simply get along with one another – that these messy problems would resolve through each individual’s proper moral compass. This is a fantasy. People are far more complicated & difficult. Myself included.
I can see how is seclusion of the holy temple, the holy house is a way to withdraw from the temptations of public life; that by limiting and simplifying one’s life one has a better chance of living into this idealized human expression. Yet even this has shown me, through lifetimes, to be difficult still. Human nature follows us wherever we go.
I come back to myself praying. I stand up and embrace the natural world of beauty around me seeing the tall trees – the light streaming through them, I feel that medicine. But even here, it is not all birdsong and gravy. The elements, the temperature can be cruel, life threatening.
I stand and I ray out my cynicism and pessimism, my concerns and the Star Beings echo back the infinite history of loss – specifically the deaths of children. This unique tragedy that defies the natural order and is less easy to explain in the cycle of things. Like this tragedy [ of squirrel hill] it simply happens due to a variety of circumstances…
I redo the forms and start again, seeking understanding
As I wrap myself in the concentric circles of the divine inner contacts within which I work, they remind me that life has the meaning that we attribute to it.
And to help ourselves and those within our sphere is good.
And if we are able to do larger things that have greater impact this is also good.
“If you find yourself in hell, keep going.”
And again, life has the meaning that we attribute to it.
Within this meditation, I feel as if I can access it all: the whole treacherous future of collapse. And then as I sense my body, my breath, the mystery of being human and the total not knowing, in front of me a small, single, yellow flower blooms. Renewal will happen. Beauty is everywhere. To breathe is a miracle. Existence is a deep mystery.
The unseen beings indicate that finding meaning is different than finding the reason or the logic. Meaning is not logic. Meaning is value. And the unseen beings show me that the value is in communion between life forces – intelligences of another order. And we arrive naturally at Anastacia J. Nutt’s definition of magic:
“A conversation between different forms of intelligence united by a shared language and a common purpose” [Read more in her wonderful book, “Seeking Stillness and the Great Nothingness of the Cosmos” available on www.RJStewart.net ]
This is it. The Scales show us how two opposing energies, two separate energies relating to a center post create movement and movement is a fundamental building block for this realm. Nothing living is really static. Everything is in relationship.
Here that anonymous quote make sense again: As we find ourselves in Hell, we want to keep moving.
Therefore, in these terrible times, we continue to decide personally what has value, worth, and meaning and we move towards it and we create it and we dance within it and we bring it to life through our own actions. We recognize our own personal light and shadow: the two pans of the scales that hang from the central core of our being, the core that we align deep into the earth and into heaven, that generates and sustains our flame of being and moves our lives and we take steps, one at a time, one after the other, small or large, into our own meaning.
As I strive for another iteration of this explanation… this is what I saw:
an amazing aquatic figure came forward and dove down to the waters. I follow through these epic expanses of time, in cycles of the universe that are beyond anyone’s comprehension but nonetheless are real. And from there I see that as a human being we have a special talent or skill or gift and it is our ability to choose. And so they simply asked, “What do you want to create? Create that.”
Even in situations such as the Holocaust we can look to Victor Frankel who tells us that in these excruciating circumstances he still chose his state of mind and used the image of his wife and her love as a beacon of warmth for himself. He emerged from that experience to formalize a method that, “involved identifying a purpose in life to feel positively about, and then immersively imagining that outcome.” (wikipedia) In this way we dwell within meaning, value, worth.
So I perceive these simple bottom line ideas from the stars:
#1: we cannot stop moving because movement is life and to be static is death (not to be confused with stillness and rest) and therefore:
#2: into what will you move, what will you animate, what will you give life to? Pay attention to these questions in this dark of the Moon Libra cycle.